Commitment

Today i'm going to talk a little about stuff i want to commit to.

Recently I've started training. It is something called crossfit and it is three times a week. Before i started i knew what crossfit was, because i'd tried it before a couple of times. I knew it was going to be hard work, but it was so much worse than i remembered it. I tried it with my P.E. class in school where we did one and a half full hours, i think. Yes it was tough and i was beaten up afterwards, but i kinda liked being pushed to the edge. The second and third time i tried it, my mom had dragged me with her around Christmas. There was a lot more running in this kind of crossfit but it was what i needed, because I've always hated that i cant run very far before my legs start giving up on me.

So this time around i started at the same team i tried out this Christmas - almost a year ago and about 6 months after my last workout. In the time i wasn't working out, they got another trainer to get some variation in the way we workout. One of the trainers likes running a lot (NOT my cup of tea!) and the other likes to do a lot of exercises (Better, but still really tough!). Oddly enough i like the one who likes to run. She lets me off a bit, so i don't have to do as many reps of the exercise as the ones who have been training for longer time. The reason for this is to prevent injuries - you can't really just throw yourself out there and just go at it if your muscles aren't used to it!

I've been going for a week now and my body is aching all over! You really don't know what you use your muscles for before they are hurting with every little movement. I'm gonna commit to this kind of workout and there is nothing called "I don't want to go." I'm going unless it is cancelled or if i'm sick. I need to do this. Not because i want to drop a lot of weight, but i want to get more trimmed. My drive and kinda the reason why i'm doing this, is because i was surprised about the fact that I've put on 3 kilograms since i stopped school. Now, this might not sound healthy or a reason to want to loose weight, but I've always been one of those people who could not put on weight, no matter how hard i tried. I've always been underweight with a BMI on 18 or 19, but now my BMI is 20,66 which means that i have a normal weight. It's not like i want to be underweight, i just felt better and feel i looked better when i was a little lighter. I can definitely see the the kilos on my body, but it is probably because i know that it is there and that it annoys me, so it is the only thing i focus on when i look at myself in the mirror. 

But i'm going to keep going until my body looks the way i want it to, or until i don't have the time because of studies or a job. 

Another thing i am gonna get committed to, is writing applications. I am on a job hunt right now, the only thing holding me back is the fact that i don't want to write applications. And that is a pretty big problem! You can't really get a job without applying for them. So that is definitely something i need to do.

A last thing i'm gonna commit to, is my blog. I want to post twice a month at least. It shouldn't be that hard but sometimes i just don't feel like sitting down and writing a whole lot. But i'm gonna do it! There is probably something to talk about and if not, i'll have to find something. 

I know, i know.. But!

Iv'e been kinda absent from the blog but i don't feel like blogging about anything, just because i have to put out a post. I want some content in my blog, not just random stuff.. But i am blogging now and i must admit, i kinda missed it :)

I finally think my quest for a promdress is complete. I've found a really pretty one and i love the fact that it can be used for other occasions than prom! I love this dress especially in purple! My only problem now is that i still don't have a partner.. Also i don't know if i have the shoes and i have no idea of how to do my hair and make up, but it is going to be okay.. hopefully!
I my class we have a really hard time deciding anything really and with prom and graduation around the corner, we have a lot of planning to do. We need to plan where to eat and how to get to the school for prom  and the transportation is settled, now it's only the place to eat and because people is picky, cheap and full of opinions, we still don't know where to go. Many of the girls vetoed any Chinese or fast food place because of the smell, the boys vetoed Riz Raz because they needed meat and now we're at lost.. I don't get it. Copenhagen is a big city with quite a lot of restaurants, so the fact that we don't know where to go, is kinda ridiculous. For the graduation we already last year booked a truck to drive around in and now, because we are so many students in my class, we need to find a way to get home to everybody without making the trip extremely long.. I think we are at about 10 hours without delays but there will be delays, it can't be avoided.. It's gonna be a looooooooong trip!

Do you guys remember when i had to write SRP?
People started getting the grade a couple of weeks ago and i got more and more anxious when my friends got their grades. And the waiting time wasn't helping either.

I expected the worst of my grade. I told myself that i would be happy if i got 4, but i was expecting 02, so you can imagine my reaction when i was told i got 7! I couldn't stop smiling and when i got into the classroom again, i let out a small scream of happiness and jumped around a bit before calling my mom and texting my dad.
I got my grade this Friday and in the evening there was a party at the school. I got drunk and had a great party! There is probably a few things i can't remember but i had fun!


Next week is vacation time and it is also time for the trip to my summerhouse! It is going to be great and i can't wait! There is just this little thing i need to talk with the others about, but i'll figure it out!

Interesting facts!

I stumbled over a page called psychofactz.tumblr.com and got pretty amazed by some of their facts. 

Look at this!  

YES!! More chocolate for me!

My specialty is to sleep!

Wow! I did not see that coming!

That is kinda me? :)

So i should just eat an apple instead of drinking soda and coffee drinks?

No more red wine for me! But they obviously haven't tried drinking schnapps! 

Hmm.. Maybe that's why I have trouble sleeping?

My second language might be english, but my third is definitively sarcasm! 

Or maybe this is why I have trouble sleeping?

I think we all know that feeling!

Even if it sounds horrible? Because then i guess i'm in pretty good shape!

OH MY GOD! Why is it really so hard!? But really, who hasn't been discussing with themselves over what to wear?

Suddenly i'm starting to know why i always get so drunk!

Another good reason to eat more chocolate!

Oh really...?

I totally do and that was one of the reasons for making this blog. It's not healthy to bottle it up!

Music and sleep = <3

Soooo true!!

Well, normally when i sleep during the daytime it is by accident, but hey, if it's healthy!

Or maybe THIS is the reason why i have trouble falling asleep..? Or maybe a mixture?

And also my blogs birthday!!

Chocolate, chocolate, CHOCOLATE!! <3 Yes, i'm kinda a chocoholic! 

This tuesday is my blog's 1st birthday! Holy cow! Time has flewn by, and i really enjoy making these posts. Some really weird facts is that i apparently have readers all over the world and i have no idea how they found it, but i appreciate it! 

Christmas, Hauls and Blabber

I know that i haven't been as active as i could have been during the Christmas period. It it pretty much a natural reason, around Christmas, you spend time with family and friends and you don't sit on the computer all the time. Yes, i could just blog from my phone, but i didn't feel like i had anything to tell really.. :) Also, my computers have been broken so it was kinda hard to blog.

This Christmas we were only 5 people. Normally we're about 7-9 people because we invite my grandparents, but they all had different Christmases to go to. We had a lovely dinner! I love the Christmas food, because it is just so good and you only get it rarely so i had a feast! After that we played a game and then there was dessert, where i won a present! Afterwards we sat in the sofa and started unwrapping gifts.

We unwrapped presents for some time and then we watched a movie together before going to bed :) This is what i got for Christmas:

On the picture is: a sleeping bag, sports bra, Lady gaga perfume, Drive, Pirates of the Caribbean 4, a bead for my Pandora bracelet, a bracelet, 1000 kr for Langeland Festivalen next year, a nail polish, lip balm, facial masque, pain killers (Don't ask), samples, a cardigan (not on the picture) and a homemade jewelery holder (not on the picture)

Today i did a little bit of shopping and i just felt like showing you guys what i got. I don't really know why, but maybe some of you would like to know.

I got a hair doughnut, for making hair buns, iGloves, hair pins, concealer, two mascaras, some liquorice and a bun maker. The hair doughnut is something i've had great success with. It works great and i love the hairstyles you can get. The other bun maker was probably a mistake, because i do not know how to use it and it just looks weird.. Maybe i just need to learn how to use it before knowing if it's good or not. Hair pins is always good and i suggest getting ones that is close to your hair color so they aren't so visible. iGloves, gloves for a smartphone - no explanation needed and they work. A new concealer, because i was running out. Two new mascaras, one was free and i wanted to try them both so i got them. They are really good, i can't decide which one is better actually. The liquorice is just some sweet finish liquorice which tasted really good!

This might have been a lot of blabber to you and if so, i'm sorry, but here is a bit more!

Why is it that you miss a person a lot right after you've seen them? If there is someone you haven't seen for sometime, and then you see each other, i always feel like the the days right after is the hardest to get over. This is just how i feel, but the days right after seeing each other, you just feel like there was many more things to do with the person than what you did with them. If it's a person i really like, i feel like i didn't have enough time with them and i know that it sounds weird and sure i can get enough of certain people, but if i really care about that person, i just need more time to be with them. It's hard to explain and i hope it doesn't sound too weird. You probably know the feeling yourselves. But then after a certain amount of time with missing a person, you kinda forget how they make you feel and the missing disappears more and more.. And even though you know, that you'll see each other in a few days, it's always the days right after that are the hardest to get through.. 

Don't judge, it is just some feelings i needed to get out. This is really what my blog was for.

Tomorrow i am going to the movies with Mette, Mikkel and Schmidt. We're watching the Hobbit and i am looking forward to it! I think we are going out to eat together afterwards but i'm not entirely sure :)

New Years is only a couple of days away and i know that dress i'm going to wear, but the shoes, make up and hair is still a mystery.. It it going to be red, black or nude heels? Is the make up going to be dark, dramatic, light, natural, glittery or matte? Is the hair going to be an updo, half updo or loose? Is it going to be straight, curly, wavy or texturized? I do not know yet and i need to find out quickly.. HELP ME!

Privacy, Assignments and A Hangover.

Some time ago, when i started my blog, my plan was to have a social outlet. A place where i could speak my mind and don't care what anybody else thought. But now it has turned into a place for me to share what i'm doing, how i'm feeling and to some point, what i'm thinking.
In the beginning, this blog was supposed to be a place where i could write about stuff i didn't feel totally comfortable talking about. Stuff i didn't want to talk to anybody about, but stuff i needed to get off my chest so it didn't fill up my mind all day, everyday. I haven't written about a fight i had with a good friend, i haven't written a lot about my family and i haven't written a lot about my love life - if i even have one! Just because i feel like it's a bit too private and a bit too close to write it a place where basically the whole world can see. These are all things that i talk to my close friends about because sometimes i feel like they are the only ones i can turn to when i'm in the need to talk. And as some or all of you might know, it can be hard to talk about different things with your parents, because you don't want them to know everything in your life, but for me, it can also sometimes be hard to talk to my closest friends about some things. Maybe because i find it embarrassing, maybe because i have so many feelings connected to it that it can be hard just to get close to the subject or maybe because i don't want them to know.. It's not because they absolutely can't know because i haven't got anything against them knowing stuff, it's more because i can't get myself to talk about it a place where people, i don't want to know or don't know, is. If i have to say it, it has to be in private to only a couple of my closest friends..
I feel lucky to have as many friends as i have. And the fact that i have not only one person, but five persons just from my class, i feel like i can talk to about anything really. They don't judge me and they don't think bad of me whenever i express my feelings. I know that these persons wont go out and tell everybody that i don't like a certain person either because they have the same opinion as me or because they know i wouldn't go out and tell on them.
I'm not gonna put any names down because i don't wanna hurt anybody that isn't mentioned. But all in all i probably have about eight or nine close or really close friends and i just want to let them know that i love them and that i'm glad we have the relationship that we have. 

Now to the assignments part. In about a week, i'm starting to write this thing called SRP which stands for Studie Retnings Projekt. If you don't know, it's a HUGE assignment that you have to write to graduate. It is between 15 and 20 written pages and to tell the truth, i am both nervous and stressed out about it. Not only that, i have 4 biology assignments and two math assignments to hand in before i start on the SRP and on the side of that is the normal homework that also has to be done. Stress, stress and more stress...!

When i started this blog post i was at school feeling sick, like i had the entire day before.. Is it possible to have second day hangovers? Because i had a baaaad hangover this Sunday and i felt the same way just not so bad again. I have had a headache and nausea and it only got worse after finding paper/plastic in everything i ate or drank.. Disgusting.

Almost out of school

I'm a senior at my school. That means i only have about 6 months left all in all.

Being a senior means, of course, being the oldest and most awesome! But it also means paying up. Last year i "only" had to pay for the school trip to Sofia. This year i have to pay for the hat you wear when you graduate, the truck we are going to drive in after graduation, the dress for my graduation, my prom dress, shoes, hair, make up, nails, limo ride, dinner at (probably) Hard Rock Cafe and now also (maybe) another school trip! I am poor before i graduate!

Luckily my parents have agreed to pay for the hat and maybe the truck ride too, but the rest of it is stuff i have to pay.

Last year it was about 3500 + allowance, but my parents paid most of it.
This year it will be much more! 500 for the hat, 750 for the truck, 3-400 for the dress, 500-1500 for the prom dress, 2-400 for the shoes, 350 for hair and make up, 4-500 for the nails, 5-700 for the limo ride, i do not know how much the dinner might be but the school trip will end up at about 1500. That is almost 4000 that i alone have to pay.. Good thing i get student grant.. Maybe i should get a job..?

The thing is, these last couple of years had been a real joy and i might have made some friendships that will last for a very long time, also after we are done in school. There are boys and girls in my class that i hope will stay my friends even after we have started our educations on universities and stuff like that. I am looking forward to some crazy parties and nights out. 

It's kinda sad to know it's all going to end this summer. All the parties at the school, all the fun times i've had at and after school and even though it wasn't the school that made those moments, but the people i was with, tall the memories are connected to the school and this summer, i will probably never come back to the school again..

I don't know what the point of this blog post is, but i just came to think about it and felt like writing about it.

One last thing - I am not a vary patient person. That is something i have come to know about myself. A have ordered something from England last week and i usually takes about 3-4 work days before it comes here, but it's been a week and i haven't seen anything. I really wanted it last Thursday, but the one package will probably first come tomorrow and the other one will probably first be here Thursday.. I want it now! :(

Say whaaaaat??

Okay this is gonna be really random and awesome!

Yesterday there was a raveparty at my school and all I have left are the memories, because we forgot to take pictures and that just sucked! We had a really awsome party and all I have left is a neon stick that I am actually playing with right now!

Sometimes I feel like I need to post some videos on my youtube channel! Like a vlog or something to get started but I don't know that the subject should be! I could do beauty videos, I could do random vlogs, I could sing or paint but I really don't know! SOMEBODY HELP ME!!

Right now, I am really poor in my mind. I have like 47 kr. on my account and I owe 1000 kr. to my other account because I chose to lend some. Stupid idea.. I have to pay it all back at some point but obviously not right now..

I feel.. chased by a couple on guys at the time and it's actually a nice feeling. I haven't had that happen to me before. So yearh RANDOM!

I'm gonna go watch me some Big Bang Theory and look forward to monday when I get to know who A is on Pretty little Liars.

I wanna make a promise, right here, right now! I wanna make a blog entry at least once every to weeks. There! I said it! Now it has to be done! :)

I Hate Mondays

Oh my god, i hate today!


Firts of all, it's Monday. Second of all I had to be in school for 7 and a half hours. Third of all I was at practice and I has asthma. My asthma was really acting up and now i've got blisters on 3 out of 5 fingers on my right hand.


My school was filled with crap!
I was really tired because I was an idiot and went to sleep at 3 a.m, just because i'm stupid and when I waked up, I really felt like ditching because of the subjects I was giong to have.
Biologi
Chemistry
Math
and Phisycs..
I didn't, but I wanted to!


I mean could it be more shitty!?

The two positive things of the day, was my friends and the fact that I opened a twitter account. 


So this day hasn't been the best day. I think that i'm gonna go to bed now..


Good night for now <3

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