My life right now..

I've just come to think a little..My life is actually pretty good right now. And now you are probably thinking "What's so good about it?" Well i'm going to tell you! Even if you didn't think that! ;)

For one thing, I've just ordered my dress for prom and i absolutely love it! I, like every other girl, had some pretty high standards for my dress. It had to be a pretty color that will look good on me, it could not be sent from another country than Denmark because of difficulty with the sizes and stuff and it also had to be a dress i could wear again and i found one.. Obviously, or else i wouldn't have ordered it.

Another thing is that i only have 38 real schooldays left before the exams and then i'm done. Totally done. I still don't know what to do afterwards but i think i will try to find a job and work for a year while i try to figure out what to study. 

This weekend is going to be pretty great. There should be a Fredagscafé but it got cancelled so now Iben and i are going to get some pizza and drink some wine together, maybe watch a movie, we haven't figured out the details yet. Saturday is my dads birthday and therefore i'm going to eat dinner with my family and after that i'm going to Pernille's 20th birthday party. Probably gonna get a bit tipsy!

Next Friday is a day i'm looking forward to too. It's the first time i'm going out to a bar in the city to drink and party and i actually find it kinda weird that i haven't been this excited about something like this before. The other times that i've been invited to a bar or something like that, i've never been excited about it and it always ends up with me not going. I don't know if it has been because of the other people who was invited, or i haven't had the money or i just didn't want to, but this time i am genuinely excited and i am looking forward to it! Also the Fredagscafé has been moved to this day so that is also a plus.

A third thing is that i have great friends. Not that i've just realized that, but i do. My friends are always there for me and even when we have our differences and get into a discussion it always works out again, one way or another. I really love and care for my friends and it is just great knowing, that they feel the same way too. Or at least some of them do.. But still! Family and friends is what is most important in my world. Which is also why i know that i'm gonna miss a hell of a lot of them when they all start their education or if they're going travelling and so on because even though we have those differences, it is what makes us who we are. 

It's late and i'm getting waaaaaay to poetic about this blog post so i'm going to bed now.. G'night! 

Privacy, Assignments and A Hangover.

Some time ago, when i started my blog, my plan was to have a social outlet. A place where i could speak my mind and don't care what anybody else thought. But now it has turned into a place for me to share what i'm doing, how i'm feeling and to some point, what i'm thinking.
In the beginning, this blog was supposed to be a place where i could write about stuff i didn't feel totally comfortable talking about. Stuff i didn't want to talk to anybody about, but stuff i needed to get off my chest so it didn't fill up my mind all day, everyday. I haven't written about a fight i had with a good friend, i haven't written a lot about my family and i haven't written a lot about my love life - if i even have one! Just because i feel like it's a bit too private and a bit too close to write it a place where basically the whole world can see. These are all things that i talk to my close friends about because sometimes i feel like they are the only ones i can turn to when i'm in the need to talk. And as some or all of you might know, it can be hard to talk about different things with your parents, because you don't want them to know everything in your life, but for me, it can also sometimes be hard to talk to my closest friends about some things. Maybe because i find it embarrassing, maybe because i have so many feelings connected to it that it can be hard just to get close to the subject or maybe because i don't want them to know.. It's not because they absolutely can't know because i haven't got anything against them knowing stuff, it's more because i can't get myself to talk about it a place where people, i don't want to know or don't know, is. If i have to say it, it has to be in private to only a couple of my closest friends..
I feel lucky to have as many friends as i have. And the fact that i have not only one person, but five persons just from my class, i feel like i can talk to about anything really. They don't judge me and they don't think bad of me whenever i express my feelings. I know that these persons wont go out and tell everybody that i don't like a certain person either because they have the same opinion as me or because they know i wouldn't go out and tell on them.
I'm not gonna put any names down because i don't wanna hurt anybody that isn't mentioned. But all in all i probably have about eight or nine close or really close friends and i just want to let them know that i love them and that i'm glad we have the relationship that we have. 

Now to the assignments part. In about a week, i'm starting to write this thing called SRP which stands for Studie Retnings Projekt. If you don't know, it's a HUGE assignment that you have to write to graduate. It is between 15 and 20 written pages and to tell the truth, i am both nervous and stressed out about it. Not only that, i have 4 biology assignments and two math assignments to hand in before i start on the SRP and on the side of that is the normal homework that also has to be done. Stress, stress and more stress...!

When i started this blog post i was at school feeling sick, like i had the entire day before.. Is it possible to have second day hangovers? Because i had a baaaad hangover this Sunday and i felt the same way just not so bad again. I have had a headache and nausea and it only got worse after finding paper/plastic in everything i ate or drank.. Disgusting.