A Bit Of Everything

Lately i haven't been working out as much. And i know that by not going, it will be harder to get started again. I wasn't working out in the break we've just had, i simply forgot the time and i was the only one going because i was home alone. And i am not going to lie, it was not easy in the woods saturday morning. My knees were bothering me and my lungs just wouldn't stop annoying me. And i pretty much have to go today, because on wednesday i'm going to Berlin with my mom. Just a small trip, but we're not going to be home for crossfit. But i'm not sure i can.. I'm kinda sick.. It's probably just a cold but it makes me not wanting to go, because i don't want to get worse before going to Berlin.

New in!:
It's been a couple of months since i bought this beauty.

It's the Lorac Pro palette and as i said, i have had this for a few months now. I've been playing around with it and i will honestly say it is the best palette i've ever tried! It's kinda expensive, but sometimes you have to pay more to get some of the best. I payed $44,52 (About 255 kr) for it with taxes and shipping to a place in the US. There is this company called ShopUSA. They help you get the things you buy from america to denmark without problems at the boarder. I had a discount code to get 200 kr ($36,23) off of the price for the shipping and handling. Normally it is $46,48 for the flight, shipping and taxes but i got to pay only $10,25 and i believe the offer is still on. The code is in a commercial on TV and it is: ZULU. Using this code you get 200 kr off of your order and you can buy from any website in america. The site provides you with an apartment in the US and then the company ships your package with either ship or airplane, depending on the size of your package. The ships has one departure a month and the airplane has one a week. Of course they ask for some money in exchange for the shipment but it works.

The shadows are smooth and have a good pigmentation. I love the mixture of shimmers and mattes and i love the color selection. There are so many possibilities with this palette and i love playing with it. Here are some swatches of the colors

On the left side are the mattes and on the right are the shimmers. On the left side, the colors are called: White, Cream, Taupe, Lt. Pink, Mauve, Sable, Espresso and Black. On the right side they are called: Nude, Champagne(Glitter), Gold, Lt. Bronze, Pewter, Garnet, Deep Purple and Slate.
There are loads of ways to use this palette so it is definitively worth it's price.

This is just some things i've bought lately and i am in live with the pants to the left. They are amazing. Perfect relaxing pants for those days where you have to do something and can't wear sweatpants. They have an elastic waist and a loose fit. They were about 200 kr and you can get them right here
Then on the right, there is a wireless bra from Gina Tricot, a new pair of jeans, a pair of black heels and bag from Bianco footwear, a hairbrush and some foundation pumps.

Kinda went on a shopping spree.. 

A New Year, A New Start..?

Yet another year where I was going into the new year with a great party.

The thing is just that it was kinda hard on me, the party. A lot of things happened. Things i can't tell anyone, things i don't want to tell at this exact moment and things i really can't remember.. 

So it is kinda hard to tell you guys what happened that night. I can say that the night was emotional at sometimes and i've gotten to know who my real friends are and who i never should have got involved with..

Even though some of the things hurt me, i was glad that they happened. I found out which friends i want in my life and which ones i don't want. Now i just need to find a way to tell them that i can't be friends with them the same way as we were before because of how they acted.. Other friends need a bit adjusting in the friendship because it has gone a bit too far. We seem flirty when we're together and we really shouldn't be flirty in any way. I don't want to lose our friendship, but this can't go on.. 

I always hear everyone say "A new year, a new fresh start" For me, this is not entirely true. Yes it is a new year, but the new start is probably only going to be with my working out. I want to do it more, but it is not a resolution. I don't believe in them. They have never worked for me and probably never will. If you feel the same way, it is probably because you, like everyone else, tells what your resolutions is/are. When you do this and get a reaction like "Oh that sounds like a good idea" or something encouraging, that is enough for your mind. The response and feedback you get from other people is enough to lose that motivation you had and therefore, i have no resolutions.
For a lot of my friends, this year will contain a new start on a university or some other education place to go on with their lives and become whatever they want to. This is not going to happen for me, unless i find out what i want to do with my life during the next couple of months.
I don't know what i want to do with my life.. I'm only 18. And the world is filled with so many options that i just don't know anymore. Well.. I've never known, but now i'm even more confused about it.

I really wanted to write a longer post than this, but i couldn't really manage more than this. I think the flu is coming over me :(

Privacy, Assignments and A Hangover.

Some time ago, when i started my blog, my plan was to have a social outlet. A place where i could speak my mind and don't care what anybody else thought. But now it has turned into a place for me to share what i'm doing, how i'm feeling and to some point, what i'm thinking.
In the beginning, this blog was supposed to be a place where i could write about stuff i didn't feel totally comfortable talking about. Stuff i didn't want to talk to anybody about, but stuff i needed to get off my chest so it didn't fill up my mind all day, everyday. I haven't written about a fight i had with a good friend, i haven't written a lot about my family and i haven't written a lot about my love life - if i even have one! Just because i feel like it's a bit too private and a bit too close to write it a place where basically the whole world can see. These are all things that i talk to my close friends about because sometimes i feel like they are the only ones i can turn to when i'm in the need to talk. And as some or all of you might know, it can be hard to talk about different things with your parents, because you don't want them to know everything in your life, but for me, it can also sometimes be hard to talk to my closest friends about some things. Maybe because i find it embarrassing, maybe because i have so many feelings connected to it that it can be hard just to get close to the subject or maybe because i don't want them to know.. It's not because they absolutely can't know because i haven't got anything against them knowing stuff, it's more because i can't get myself to talk about it a place where people, i don't want to know or don't know, is. If i have to say it, it has to be in private to only a couple of my closest friends..
I feel lucky to have as many friends as i have. And the fact that i have not only one person, but five persons just from my class, i feel like i can talk to about anything really. They don't judge me and they don't think bad of me whenever i express my feelings. I know that these persons wont go out and tell everybody that i don't like a certain person either because they have the same opinion as me or because they know i wouldn't go out and tell on them.
I'm not gonna put any names down because i don't wanna hurt anybody that isn't mentioned. But all in all i probably have about eight or nine close or really close friends and i just want to let them know that i love them and that i'm glad we have the relationship that we have. 

Now to the assignments part. In about a week, i'm starting to write this thing called SRP which stands for Studie Retnings Projekt. If you don't know, it's a HUGE assignment that you have to write to graduate. It is between 15 and 20 written pages and to tell the truth, i am both nervous and stressed out about it. Not only that, i have 4 biology assignments and two math assignments to hand in before i start on the SRP and on the side of that is the normal homework that also has to be done. Stress, stress and more stress...!

When i started this blog post i was at school feeling sick, like i had the entire day before.. Is it possible to have second day hangovers? Because i had a baaaad hangover this Sunday and i felt the same way just not so bad again. I have had a headache and nausea and it only got worse after finding paper/plastic in everything i ate or drank.. Disgusting.

Things i have done and things i'm looking forward to

These last couple of weeks have been a mixture of all kinds of goods and bads and i wanna tell you about some of the things I've done and some of the things i'm looking forward to :)

The first thing is, i moved room!
This may not come as a surprise to some of you, but i moved into my sisters old room.
We started painting about 2 weeks ago and after 3 days, my room was totally moved! If it were up to me, it would probably have been going slower, but my parents were kinda in a rush because they wanted to move my little sister's room into my old room for a surprise.  
I love it! It has a bigger closet, new bed, pretty furniture and less space for me to mess up ;)

The next thing is, that one of my good friends held a birthday party where all the people from Langeland were invited. Of course not everyone could come, but the ones that showed up was ready to have a wild night and some of us had. I really enjoyed being with most of them and i was one of the people who had a great and wild night! I had planned to go home with one of the guys and we ended up being home at 5:30 in the morning! That was something i hadn't planned :D

The day before, i had been to a party at my gymnasium where Jokeren came and played. It was really awesome!

The weekend after, i was at a party with my cousins. Those parties always ends up with me being really drunk and getting sick, but this time was different :) I had to get up early the next morning so i chose to go home early and that resulted in not being able to drink as much :)

If i was thinking about doing this post chronologically, i would have put the thing about my room here because that is when it happened, in the vacation we had. At Thursday in the vacation i went home to Simon, the same guy i went home with after the party, to watch a movie, talk, anything really :)

Then we are up to this last weekend where i went to a dildo home party at Pernille's house and to another birthday/Langelands party at Schmidt's. The dildo party was so funny, but at the same time very exciting. I didn't buy anything, it was all very expensive and when you're saving for a new phone, you don't have 300-500 kr. to buy sex toys and stuff like that. I really didn't expect that we all would sit and listen carefully because it is a bit wierd having a woman come talk about such things and also we had been drinking quite a lot before she came, so i expected that i at least would be less serious but i really learned stuff and had fun :D
Now on to the birthday/Langelands party. Oh boy where to begin? We came to eat first - 5 course meal, tasted really good! Then my drinking began and all of a sudden i was really drunk. Like really, really drunk! There was some whine, tequila shots, champagne.. I don't know. I remember pretty much the entire night, like when i took off half of my dress so that we could make body tequila and while i was laying there in my bra and my dress hanging at my hips, pictures were taken. And not just one or to, but about 20. FUN! :D
This was also the nigh where you put your watches one hour back so all of a sudden, when you think it was 4, it was only 3 in the morning. I got home at 4:30 and when i woke up the next morning, i had one of the worst hangovers ever! But i didn't care, because with the memories from the night before, it was worth it! :D

Now on to the things i'm looking forward to!
Tomorrow i have a day off and i should probably use it to do something like my danish paper or cleaning the aquarium and maybe i will use some of the day on those things, but i am also going home to Simon and that is always a good thing and a thing i'm looking forward to :i

One of my best girlfriends are throwing a birthday party this Saturday and i am not ready at all, but i will be and i am looking forward to it!

I think that was all for now, but i'm not going to write another post if i forgot anything, so i apologize in advance if you feel like i have forgotten anything :) 

Oopsies!

So you all remember when i said, that i wanted to use my blog as a diary while i was in Bulgaria, right?
Yearh, well... That didn't quite happen. You see, i couldn't get the network to work, so i just said to my self: "You know what? You can write the diary when you get home!" Then, i got sick and i didn't feel like i had the energy to write 5 blog posts right after each other.

BUT! Then i will just write EVERYTHING we did right now! So if you don't wanna know or already know, this might not be fun to read...

Monday

Monday started out at 3:45 where i got up and took a shower. I packed the last stuff and we went off to the airport. We flew at 7:10, caught two planes and arrived just around 14. In the first plane to Vienna, i was not able to sleep. Maybe it was the coffee i had had or something else but i just couldn't. In the second plane i went out as a light. I fell asleep when we took off and waked just when we got something to eat. Then we took a bus to the hotel, which my teachers had a bit of difficulty finding, but we did it and we checked in. My and my roommate Michelle were the only ones to get a room on the 1st floor so we switched it to one on 3rd after some trouble. 

After an hour in our rooms, we met up and went for a walk in the city. We got a map and got a restaurant  to be at 19:00 and then we went off en small groups. Then when we tried to find the freaking restaurant, it wasn't where we were told so we called our teacher and he told us where to go. We got some typical Bulgarian food and afterwards we walked to McDonnalds to get an ice cream. Then we went back to the hotel stayed in and held a small party in two of the  boy's room. Michelle and i passed out at around 23 local time which is plus one hour - SOO TIRED!

Tuesday

We had to be ready at 9 in the lobby that morning, but our teachers didn't come before 9:30 so we were pretty annoyed when they came, because a lot of us had a small hangover and were tired. We had to wander around to see and listen to some subjects we had had back in school. We heard about a couple of churches and we saw the presidents work place. 

Aleksandr Nevsky church 

My group had a little to say about the language, but everyone was kinda tired of listening so people wasn't really paying attention. Then we found a place to get coffee/hot chocolate and then there was one group left. We heard their presentation and went up in our rooms to relax a little before going out to eat. After dinner, some of us decided to go out on bars, while others (me included) wanted to stay home. Michelle and I went over to someone else's room to talk and have some fun and we did. The others got home at around 1:30 in the morning and they made so much noise it was hard for me to sleep and that says a lot! I had a fun convo with Kamilla on the hall way and then we went to sleep.

The view

Wednesday

The failed day, as i like to call it. We were going to the mountains outside Sofia so we took a bus, or a couple and ended by the lift, which wasn't going anywhere, because it was closed. So instead of waiting for the bus to come back, we walked down the mountain until there was a huge road. Then we took another bus to another stop and then we walked just around 1 km to the next stop, waited for 20-30 mins and then we took the bus to the trolley where we got tickets for punching the wrong side and then we walked to a coffee shop for a coffee break. 

Then we went back with the trolley and the buses to the zoo where we walked around for a couple of hours. The animals didn't have it very well but it was nice not to be in a bus for a while. Did i by any chance mention that i got us home from the mountains, to the zoo and home again? No? I did.. And i got a dinner for it! (; When we got home we grabbed dinner and then we got ready to go to a sports bar and see some Barcelona vs. Milan which ended 0-0 but we got some very good drinks!

Thursday

We went to a little market in the poor end of the city, where we, once again, walked the wrong way.. We saw something called "The women's market" and another market before entering a mosque where we had to loose the shoes and cover up our hair, or the girls had to. Then we went to an old spa where there were springs of hot water. They were each good for some of your organs so i drank a little of each (; after lunch and coffee, we went out shopping! A lot from my class went to the Sofia Mall, but some friends and i stayed in the city and just took a hot bath, slept and relaxed. After the boys invited to dinner which we had to pay for ourselves (the teachers payed mine!) we got back the the hotel, got dressed and went out to find a bar. All the other evenings we ended up at a bar near the hotel called Oscar Club, but tonight we didn't want to so we walked and walked and walked. Then we decided to go to Funky Town again, get a couple of drinks and then we walked on the find another bar. We ended up at Oscar again but tonight, nobody really wanted to come in with me and Pernille and when nobody told us that everyone had left so we stormed out and ran up to my room where we stayed till we went to bed.

Friday

I could already feel when i woke up that something wasn't right. I went up, got dressed and then packed. I had packed a whole lot the night before so there wasn't much left. Then i laid in bed and watched TV until we had to meet, but just before going i felt really sick so when we got down i was really pale and just before we had to go, i had to run to the bathroom to see if i could get better, but no. I had to walk around feeling sick all day. We walked - once again, the wrong way - to a monument Stalin had build for the people and one to honor himself. Both of them were really boring and when you are sick, you just want to feel better!

Just when i thought my sickness was gone and i could eat just a bit, it got worse and we had to go. I had to carry my bag down to the bus stop and when we sat in the but the boys talked about a bearded lady and it was disgusting. In the airport i had a fever and i got some panodil for it. Then i laid down in at the gate and fell asleep. The first flight was okay, though i couldn't sleep. We were told to run to the other gate because it had to go, but all of a sudden, it was 40 mins late and i felt really bad. I laid down on the metal chairs and relaxed until we had to board the plane. In this plane i got really sick. I was freezing and i threw up twice in 15 mins in the bathroom. When we landed it wasn't much better, i just wanted to go home and sleep and the following days, i still felt sick..


So that is my story - hope you enjoyed it!
I wanna curl into bed now. Goodnight! :)