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19. september 2014

Bare... Stop!

Jeg har på det sidste oplevet nogle ting der går mig lidt på.
Det består af to dele og den ene er jeg helt sikker på alle kender.
Det er den hvor telefonsælgere og andre ringer med skjult eller hemmeligt nummer. Det er utroligt forstyrrende og jeg gider i forvejen ikke at tale i telefon, så når folk ringer med hemmeligt/skjult nummer, tager jeg den normalt ikke. For nyligt er jeg dog begyndt på det, da telefonsælgere bliver ved med at ringe indtil de får fat på en så de kan sælge en deres produkt. Men nogle gange sker det at dem der ringer med hemmeligt/skjult nummer bare ligger på igen efter et par sekunder. Det er da super irriterende at blive afbrudt i det, man lige har gang i men når det er nogle der så bare lægger på igen.. Hvis jeg skal afbrydes i det jeg laver, så skal det altså også være sådan rimeligt vigtigt for, at det er okay. Det er også grunden til at, hvis jeg laver noget meget vigtigt undlader jeg at tage telefonen, for de kan jo ringe igen hvis det ikke kan vente. På det seneste har det været mange af de der opkald hvor de bare lægger på igen og jeg gider det altså ikke mere. Jeg har prøvet at hente en app det skulle hjælpe med det og blokerer de uønskede opringninger, men det kan ikke rigtigt gøres når de ringer med hemmeligt nummer! Jeg har helt simpelt fået nok af det. Hvis der er nogle der ved hvordan man kommer af med dem så sig til! Jeg vil ikke modtage dem mere! Og nej, på iPhone kan man ikke blokere alle hemmelige numre desværre...

Den anden del sker på facebook. Jeg ved ikke om jeg er den eneste der har oplevet det, men jeg synes ærlig talt at det irriterer mig. Det jeg snakker om er beskeder og venneanmodninger fra folk jeg ikke kender. Det er hovedsageligt fyre der skriver til mig og jeg ved godt jeg burde tage det som et kompliment, men jeg synes sgu det er for irriterende. Specielt fordi de ikke forstår at det er ret underligt. Jeg ved godt at vi lever i "digital-alderen" men helt ærligt. Hvilken pige ville elske at fortælle historien om hvordan man mødtes over facebook, tinder, dating profiler og what ever. Jeg prøver at være sød når jeg spørger om jeg overhovedet kender dem men oftest ved jeg jo godt at jeg overhovedet ikke ved hvem de er, ligemeget hvor mange fælles venner vi har.
Det er selvfølgelig fint at møde nye mennesker - også over nettet! Men.. Lige for tiden magter jeg ikke ret meget mere end skole. Når jeg kommer hjem falder jeg hurtigt i søvn og så skal der også læses til næste dag. Jeg har bare ikke overskuddet til at møde nye mennesker når der hele tiden bliver skubbet viden ind i mit hoved sammen ned nye metoder, indtryk og mennesker. Jeg kan simpelthen ikke lige for tiden. Jeg prøver også at være sød når det sker, men jeg gider det altså ikke mere.. Det værste er at nogle af dem næsten bliver fornærmede og de forstår bare ikke at jeg ikke er interesseret og at jeg synes det er akavet. Det er altså mærkeligt når en fremmed giver en et kompliment og man ved ikke helt hvad man skal gøre med det....

Det var bare lige et lille surt opstød - det må i undskylde, men det kommer jo nogle gange!

29. oktober 2012

Things i have done and things i'm looking forward to

These last couple of weeks have been a mixture of all kinds of goods and bads and i wanna tell you about some of the things I've done and some of the things i'm looking forward to :)

The first thing is, i moved room!
This may not come as a surprise to some of you, but i moved into my sisters old room.

We started painting about 2 weeks ago and after 3 days, my room was totally moved! If it were up to me, it would probably have been going slower, but my parents were kinda in a rush because they wanted to move my little sister's room into my old room for a surprise.  
I love it! It has a bigger closet, new bed, pretty furniture and less space for me to mess up ;)

The next thing is, that one of my good friends held a birthday party where all the people from Langeland were invited. Of course not everyone could come, but the ones that showed up was ready to have a wild night and some of us had. I really enjoyed being with most of them and i was one of the people who had a great and wild night! I had planned to go home with one of the guys and we ended up being home at 5:30 in the morning! That was something i hadn't planned :D

The day before, i had been to a party at my gymnasium where Jokeren came and played. It was really awesome!

The weekend after, i was at a party with my cousins. Those parties always ends up with me being really drunk and getting sick, but this time was different :) I had to get up early the next morning so i chose to go home early and that resulted in not being able to drink as much :)

If i was thinking about doing this post chronologically, i would have put the thing about my room here because that is when it happened, in the vacation we had. At Thursday in the vacation i went home to Simon, the same guy i went home with after the party, to watch a movie, talk, anything really :)

Then we are up to this last weekend where i went to a dildo home party at Pernille's house and to another birthday/Langelands party at Schmidt's. The dildo party was so funny, but at the same time very exciting. I didn't buy anything, it was all very expensive and when you're saving for a new phone, you don't have 300-500 kr. to buy sex toys and stuff like that. I really didn't expect that we all would sit and listen carefully because it is a bit wierd having a woman come talk about such things and also we had been drinking quite a lot before she came, so i expected that i at least would be less serious but i really learned stuff and had fun :D
Now on to the birthday/Langelands party. Oh boy where to begin? We came to eat first - 5 course meal, tasted really good! Then my drinking began and all of a sudden i was really drunk. Like really, really drunk! There was some whine, tequila shots, champagne.. I don't know. I remember pretty much the entire night, like when i took off half of my dress so that we could make body tequila and while i was laying there in my bra and my dress hanging at my hips, pictures were taken. And not just one or to, but about 20. FUN! :D

This was also the nigh where you put your watches one hour back so all of a sudden, when you think it was 4, it was only 3 in the morning. I got home at 4:30 and when i woke up the next morning, i had one of the worst hangovers ever! But i didn't care, because with the memories from the night before, it was worth it! :D

Now on to the things i'm looking forward to!
Tomorrow i have a day off and i should probably use it to do something like my danish paper or cleaning the aquarium and maybe i will use some of the day on those things, but i am also going home to Simon and that is always a good thing and a thing i'm looking forward to :i

One of my best girlfriends are throwing a birthday party this Saturday and i am not ready at all, but i will be and i am looking forward to it!

I think that was all for now, but i'm not going to write another post if i forgot anything, so i apologize in advance if you feel like i have forgotten anything :) 

7. februar 2012

Crush

So today, I wanna talk a little about crushes..
I'm 17 years old, I've had a share of the cute-boy-crushes.
My problem seems to be that when ever I find a cute boy and tries to charm my way into their hearts, it always ends up with them being happy and me being alone..

I won't lie. I have high expectations when it comes to my future boyfriend, but I think that I'm allowed to. I know every girl has high hopes and expectations, but are we just supposed to settle with one that is okay, when we could get someone better??



While being in High School, as I am right now, I have had two crushes. That is two crushes in the 1.5 years I've been going to this school. The first one, was a boy named Thomas*. It all started when he send me a friend request on Facebook and then we started texting back and forwards. At the High School dances, he kept his distance, I was always the one to approach him and I'm not that kind of girl. Even though I tried talking with him and dancing with him, he just seemed a little too shy. I am also shy so it was hard for me to take all the steps towards him, when he didn't take one towards me. After some time, he completely stopped answering me on Facebook and he didn't answer the texts I send him either. I didn't really know what I had done wrong, so I asked one of our mutual friends to talk to him and ask him if there was anything since he didn't answer me. I started ti ignore him, just like he ignored me because I got mad that he would be such an ass. My friend told me that it wasn't because he didn't like me. He thought that I was a nice girl and he did want something with me, but he wished that I would take the first step. This is where I got really annoyed. I hadn't done anything but taking the first step, he just didn't get it! Then a couple of dances ago, he pushed me. It probably wasn't on purpose, but he didn't turn around to say he was sorry, he just kept going. I stopped all contact with him at that point. Now he is referred to as 'The Skank' whenever we see or talk about him. Oh! And by the way, he is fooling around with another girl now.. Well, fuck you then!


The second was a boy called Kenneth*. We got to talk when we and another group of young people took a trip to Turkey. We became really good friends and I could already there feel that this could be something more. In Turkey, I got his number, but wasn't planing to use it at all when we got home. That was a mistake. After the trip, we started texting and planing all kinds of stuff, but then he left for a boarding school on the other side of the country. It didn't really bother me, because we continued to text back and forwards and it got more and more intimate. We wound send pictures and stuff like that. After a month we met at a festival in the town we live in. We hung out the whole night and when we had to say goodbye, that was the first time I really wanted to kiss him, but I didn't. I regret that now. After that, we texted for about 4 month, before seeing each other again at one of the High School dances. We were together the whole night. I was trying to find my friends, because I knew they were looking for me, and he walked with me to find them. It was all very cute and all my friends asked me if there were a small spark between us. I really wished for it, but I wasn't sure. The night ended up with that his father came and picked us up and drove us home. After that we went back to writing a bit, but suddenly it stopped too! I was reliving it all over again. But this time, I couldn't do anything about it. About a month ago was the time for when we stopped writing or texting. I stopped it, because of a couple of pictures on Facebook where he was kissing another girl. Yep, he has a girlfriend now and I am all alone.. FML.


Maybe I'm just doomed to be alone..? I know that there is a couple at school who has a but of a crush on me, but I don't like them... At all!..

This blog was just for expressing my feelings. I don't know why I can't have a cute and hot boyfriend, but it is apparently not going to be like that for me.. Yet.


* The names have been changed to spare myself of the embarrassment.