Fra 2015 til 2016

Jeg synes det er vildt hvor hurtigt året går. Det er nu 2016 og jeg vil snakke lidt om hvad jeg har tænkt mig at efterlade i 2015 uden at se tilbage på. Man kan også godt sige at jeg vil komme med nogle nytårsfortsæt men det skal ikke rigtigt forstås på den måde for det er ikke nogle ting der absolut skal ske, det er mere ting jeg gerne ser ske.

2015 var året jeg begyndte til pole dance men det er også året hvor jeg efterlader det. Det var simpelthen for dyrt og det lå for langt væk til at jeg ville bruge det nok. Og når man kun er afsted én gang om ugen så er 350 plus gebyrer ret dyrt. Dette betyder dog ikke at jeg stopper med at træne, for jeg har meldt mig ind i Fitness World. Jeg havde en uges gratis træning hen over julen som jeg fik af min søster og jeg kunne faktisk bedre lide det end jeg kunne lide pole til sidst. Det er nemmere at vælge hvilke muskelgrupper der skal trænes og lettere at rette op på problemområder. Det kunne man ikke rigtigt til pole, der gjorde man bare som instruktøren sagde.

Der er nogle mennesker jeg efterlader i 2015 og det er hvad der sker, men jeg føler at jeg er et bedre sted uden dem og forhåbentlig bliver de i 2015, uden at prøve at genskabe kontakten i 2016 - der er altså en grund til de blev efterladt i 2015.

Ud over at træne mere, vil jeg gerne lave mere mad og det startede jeg allerede med i dag.
På Langelandsfestivalen fik en veninde og jeg udviklet en kæmpe kærlighed til grøn karry suppe og jeg har snakket flere gange om at det var noget jeg skulle lave herhjemme. Det blev gjort i dag. Jeg fandt en video på youtube af en let og hurtig opskrift på denne og har lavet mit eget lille tvist på den. Derfor hedder den nu også kylling i grøn karry i mit hus. Det er nok noget af det letteste at lave - god mad behøver ikke at være svær at lave! Opskriften kommer her:

Ingredienser:
2 spsk grøn karry pasta

1 dåse kokosmælk

4 store kyllingebryster (Kan skiftes ud med svinekød, oksekød eller fisk/skaldyr hvis det ønskes)

1 pose frosne grøntsager af dit valg (Der kan også bruges friske - brug hvad du kan lide og hvad du har!)
2 spsk fiskesause

2 spsk brun farin

1 tsk salt

Hvis man er til stærk mad så tilføj enten lidt sød chilisauce, frisk chili, tørret chili flakes eller cayennepeber. Husk at smage på saucen så man ved om den har fået nok sødme, salt og styrke.

Serveres med enten ris eller nudler.
Denne opskrift gav masser af mad til min familie på 4.

Fremgangsmåde:
Steg den grønne karry pasta af på wokken. Når du kan dufte der er gang i den, tilføjer du kokosmælken. Lad dette simre lidt mens du skærer kyllingen ud i mundrette stykker. Dette tilføjes så til wokken. Put låg på wokken og lad saucen stå og blive godt varm så den kan tilberede kyllingen. Hvis du bruger friske grøntsager skal de have længere tid i saucen end frosne skal så jeg ville tilføje dem nu, efter ca 2-3 min. Jeg brugte risene som en guideline på hvor meget kyllingen har fået. Efter 10 min kan du tilføje de frosne grøntsager. På med låget igen og lad grønsagerne blive varmet igen og eventuelt dampet hvis du bruger friske. Når grøntsagerne er ved at være der smager du saucen til med fiskesauce, brun farin, salt og evt chili. Lad saucen simre de sidste 5-10 min og server herefter.

Den smagte ligesom den jeg fik på Langeland, bortset fra den ikke var lige så stærk. Jeg er dog ikke så god til stærk mad så man kan selv få lov til at tilføje sød chilisauce eller sriracha sauce hvis man er til det. 

2016 er året hvor jeg skal have det sjovt og ikke tage hensyn til andre end mig selv. Det er mit liv og hvis folk ikke kan lide mig må de hoppe i havet for jeg ændrer ikke på mig selv! 

A New Year, A New Start..?

Yet another year where I was going into the new year with a great party.

The thing is just that it was kinda hard on me, the party. A lot of things happened. Things i can't tell anyone, things i don't want to tell at this exact moment and things i really can't remember.. 

So it is kinda hard to tell you guys what happened that night. I can say that the night was emotional at sometimes and i've gotten to know who my real friends are and who i never should have got involved with..

Even though some of the things hurt me, i was glad that they happened. I found out which friends i want in my life and which ones i don't want. Now i just need to find a way to tell them that i can't be friends with them the same way as we were before because of how they acted.. Other friends need a bit adjusting in the friendship because it has gone a bit too far. We seem flirty when we're together and we really shouldn't be flirty in any way. I don't want to lose our friendship, but this can't go on.. 

I always hear everyone say "A new year, a new fresh start" For me, this is not entirely true. Yes it is a new year, but the new start is probably only going to be with my working out. I want to do it more, but it is not a resolution. I don't believe in them. They have never worked for me and probably never will. If you feel the same way, it is probably because you, like everyone else, tells what your resolutions is/are. When you do this and get a reaction like "Oh that sounds like a good idea" or something encouraging, that is enough for your mind. The response and feedback you get from other people is enough to lose that motivation you had and therefore, i have no resolutions.
For a lot of my friends, this year will contain a new start on a university or some other education place to go on with their lives and become whatever they want to. This is not going to happen for me, unless i find out what i want to do with my life during the next couple of months.
I don't know what i want to do with my life.. I'm only 18. And the world is filled with so many options that i just don't know anymore. Well.. I've never known, but now i'm even more confused about it.

I really wanted to write a longer post than this, but i couldn't really manage more than this. I think the flu is coming over me :(

Christmas, Hauls and Blabber

I know that i haven't been as active as i could have been during the Christmas period. It it pretty much a natural reason, around Christmas, you spend time with family and friends and you don't sit on the computer all the time. Yes, i could just blog from my phone, but i didn't feel like i had anything to tell really.. :) Also, my computers have been broken so it was kinda hard to blog.

This Christmas we were only 5 people. Normally we're about 7-9 people because we invite my grandparents, but they all had different Christmases to go to. We had a lovely dinner! I love the Christmas food, because it is just so good and you only get it rarely so i had a feast! After that we played a game and then there was dessert, where i won a present! Afterwards we sat in the sofa and started unwrapping gifts.

We unwrapped presents for some time and then we watched a movie together before going to bed :) This is what i got for Christmas:

On the picture is: a sleeping bag, sports bra, Lady gaga perfume, Drive, Pirates of the Caribbean 4, a bead for my Pandora bracelet, a bracelet, 1000 kr for Langeland Festivalen next year, a nail polish, lip balm, facial masque, pain killers (Don't ask), samples, a cardigan (not on the picture) and a homemade jewelery holder (not on the picture)

Today i did a little bit of shopping and i just felt like showing you guys what i got. I don't really know why, but maybe some of you would like to know.

I got a hair doughnut, for making hair buns, iGloves, hair pins, concealer, two mascaras, some liquorice and a bun maker. The hair doughnut is something i've had great success with. It works great and i love the hairstyles you can get. The other bun maker was probably a mistake, because i do not know how to use it and it just looks weird.. Maybe i just need to learn how to use it before knowing if it's good or not. Hair pins is always good and i suggest getting ones that is close to your hair color so they aren't so visible. iGloves, gloves for a smartphone - no explanation needed and they work. A new concealer, because i was running out. Two new mascaras, one was free and i wanted to try them both so i got them. They are really good, i can't decide which one is better actually. The liquorice is just some sweet finish liquorice which tasted really good!

This might have been a lot of blabber to you and if so, i'm sorry, but here is a bit more!

Why is it that you miss a person a lot right after you've seen them? If there is someone you haven't seen for sometime, and then you see each other, i always feel like the the days right after is the hardest to get over. This is just how i feel, but the days right after seeing each other, you just feel like there was many more things to do with the person than what you did with them. If it's a person i really like, i feel like i didn't have enough time with them and i know that it sounds weird and sure i can get enough of certain people, but if i really care about that person, i just need more time to be with them. It's hard to explain and i hope it doesn't sound too weird. You probably know the feeling yourselves. But then after a certain amount of time with missing a person, you kinda forget how they make you feel and the missing disappears more and more.. And even though you know, that you'll see each other in a few days, it's always the days right after that are the hardest to get through.. 

Don't judge, it is just some feelings i needed to get out. This is really what my blog was for.

Tomorrow i am going to the movies with Mette, Mikkel and Schmidt. We're watching the Hobbit and i am looking forward to it! I think we are going out to eat together afterwards but i'm not entirely sure :)

New Years is only a couple of days away and i know that dress i'm going to wear, but the shoes, make up and hair is still a mystery.. It it going to be red, black or nude heels? Is the make up going to be dark, dramatic, light, natural, glittery or matte? Is the hair going to be an updo, half updo or loose? Is it going to be straight, curly, wavy or texturized? I do not know yet and i need to find out quickly.. HELP ME!

In a busy time

At the moment i'm writing a big assignment which really decides if i can graduate or not. The thing is just that i can't really take the assignment seriously. I've gotten too used to doing my assignments in the very last moment, instead of using the time that i have for it. If i had done any serious work, i would probably have gotten much further than i have, but instead of that, i've been surfing the internet, watching movies and just been laying around in my bed. I've just started watching old pixar and disney movies.  I love them! But i really should start writing something other than my blog.

Normally i feel stressed at this time of year because of the presents i need to buy, which i'm still 3 presents short of. This year i'm not stressed about anything.. Not even about the presents. I have too much time on my hands and at the same time, not enough.. Weird.

And now, instead of writing, i'm looking for a new years dress. I don't know if i need one, but it's nice to know what's out there just in case and this year i really want a affordable long dress! Right now i've found about 5 dresses that i like, but i don't know if i should buy one or not. Please help me!
If you are interested in any of these dresses, there are links under the pictures :)

Dress 1, Dress 2, Dress 3, Dress 4, Dress 5

Please let me know your opinion on which dress you like and might want me to buy :)

I've also spent time painting my nails. I love red nails for the holiday and really for any occasion. And recently i ordered a matte finisher from E.L.F. and i've been wanting to try it. So a couple of days ago i painted my nails red and finished them with the matte top coat and here it is! The camera doesn't really do the polish justice, because you can't really see that it's matte, but i think it's pretty in person :)

I did 3 coats of the red polish from Sally Hansen no. 570; Right Said Red and then one coat of the matte finisher. It definitely has a matte look to it, but it's a bit hard to see in pictures. I really like it!
I should probably get on with the non-writing..