Commitment

Today i'm going to talk a little about stuff i want to commit to.

Recently I've started training. It is something called crossfit and it is three times a week. Before i started i knew what crossfit was, because i'd tried it before a couple of times. I knew it was going to be hard work, but it was so much worse than i remembered it. I tried it with my P.E. class in school where we did one and a half full hours, i think. Yes it was tough and i was beaten up afterwards, but i kinda liked being pushed to the edge. The second and third time i tried it, my mom had dragged me with her around Christmas. There was a lot more running in this kind of crossfit but it was what i needed, because I've always hated that i cant run very far before my legs start giving up on me.

So this time around i started at the same team i tried out this Christmas - almost a year ago and about 6 months after my last workout. In the time i wasn't working out, they got another trainer to get some variation in the way we workout. One of the trainers likes running a lot (NOT my cup of tea!) and the other likes to do a lot of exercises (Better, but still really tough!). Oddly enough i like the one who likes to run. She lets me off a bit, so i don't have to do as many reps of the exercise as the ones who have been training for longer time. The reason for this is to prevent injuries - you can't really just throw yourself out there and just go at it if your muscles aren't used to it!

I've been going for a week now and my body is aching all over! You really don't know what you use your muscles for before they are hurting with every little movement. I'm gonna commit to this kind of workout and there is nothing called "I don't want to go." I'm going unless it is cancelled or if i'm sick. I need to do this. Not because i want to drop a lot of weight, but i want to get more trimmed. My drive and kinda the reason why i'm doing this, is because i was surprised about the fact that I've put on 3 kilograms since i stopped school. Now, this might not sound healthy or a reason to want to loose weight, but I've always been one of those people who could not put on weight, no matter how hard i tried. I've always been underweight with a BMI on 18 or 19, but now my BMI is 20,66 which means that i have a normal weight. It's not like i want to be underweight, i just felt better and feel i looked better when i was a little lighter. I can definitely see the the kilos on my body, but it is probably because i know that it is there and that it annoys me, so it is the only thing i focus on when i look at myself in the mirror. 

But i'm going to keep going until my body looks the way i want it to, or until i don't have the time because of studies or a job. 

Another thing i am gonna get committed to, is writing applications. I am on a job hunt right now, the only thing holding me back is the fact that i don't want to write applications. And that is a pretty big problem! You can't really get a job without applying for them. So that is definitely something i need to do.

A last thing i'm gonna commit to, is my blog. I want to post twice a month at least. It shouldn't be that hard but sometimes i just don't feel like sitting down and writing a whole lot. But i'm gonna do it! There is probably something to talk about and if not, i'll have to find something. 

Christmas, Hauls and Blabber

I know that i haven't been as active as i could have been during the Christmas period. It it pretty much a natural reason, around Christmas, you spend time with family and friends and you don't sit on the computer all the time. Yes, i could just blog from my phone, but i didn't feel like i had anything to tell really.. :) Also, my computers have been broken so it was kinda hard to blog.

This Christmas we were only 5 people. Normally we're about 7-9 people because we invite my grandparents, but they all had different Christmases to go to. We had a lovely dinner! I love the Christmas food, because it is just so good and you only get it rarely so i had a feast! After that we played a game and then there was dessert, where i won a present! Afterwards we sat in the sofa and started unwrapping gifts.

We unwrapped presents for some time and then we watched a movie together before going to bed :) This is what i got for Christmas:

On the picture is: a sleeping bag, sports bra, Lady gaga perfume, Drive, Pirates of the Caribbean 4, a bead for my Pandora bracelet, a bracelet, 1000 kr for Langeland Festivalen next year, a nail polish, lip balm, facial masque, pain killers (Don't ask), samples, a cardigan (not on the picture) and a homemade jewelery holder (not on the picture)

Today i did a little bit of shopping and i just felt like showing you guys what i got. I don't really know why, but maybe some of you would like to know.

I got a hair doughnut, for making hair buns, iGloves, hair pins, concealer, two mascaras, some liquorice and a bun maker. The hair doughnut is something i've had great success with. It works great and i love the hairstyles you can get. The other bun maker was probably a mistake, because i do not know how to use it and it just looks weird.. Maybe i just need to learn how to use it before knowing if it's good or not. Hair pins is always good and i suggest getting ones that is close to your hair color so they aren't so visible. iGloves, gloves for a smartphone - no explanation needed and they work. A new concealer, because i was running out. Two new mascaras, one was free and i wanted to try them both so i got them. They are really good, i can't decide which one is better actually. The liquorice is just some sweet finish liquorice which tasted really good!

This might have been a lot of blabber to you and if so, i'm sorry, but here is a bit more!

Why is it that you miss a person a lot right after you've seen them? If there is someone you haven't seen for sometime, and then you see each other, i always feel like the the days right after is the hardest to get over. This is just how i feel, but the days right after seeing each other, you just feel like there was many more things to do with the person than what you did with them. If it's a person i really like, i feel like i didn't have enough time with them and i know that it sounds weird and sure i can get enough of certain people, but if i really care about that person, i just need more time to be with them. It's hard to explain and i hope it doesn't sound too weird. You probably know the feeling yourselves. But then after a certain amount of time with missing a person, you kinda forget how they make you feel and the missing disappears more and more.. And even though you know, that you'll see each other in a few days, it's always the days right after that are the hardest to get through.. 

Don't judge, it is just some feelings i needed to get out. This is really what my blog was for.

Tomorrow i am going to the movies with Mette, Mikkel and Schmidt. We're watching the Hobbit and i am looking forward to it! I think we are going out to eat together afterwards but i'm not entirely sure :)

New Years is only a couple of days away and i know that dress i'm going to wear, but the shoes, make up and hair is still a mystery.. It it going to be red, black or nude heels? Is the make up going to be dark, dramatic, light, natural, glittery or matte? Is the hair going to be an updo, half updo or loose? Is it going to be straight, curly, wavy or texturized? I do not know yet and i need to find out quickly.. HELP ME!