So you all remember when i said, that i wanted to use my blog as a diary while i was in Bulgaria, right?
Yearh, well... That didn't quite happen. You see, i couldn't get the network to work, so i just said to my self: "You know what? You can write the diary when you get home!" Then, i got sick and i didn't feel like i had the energy to write 5 blog posts right after each other.
BUT! Then i will just write EVERYTHING we did right now! So if you don't wanna know or already know, this might not be fun to read...
Monday
Monday started out at 3:45 where i got up and took a shower. I packed the last stuff and we went off to the airport. We flew at 7:10, caught two planes and arrived just around 14. In the first plane to Vienna, i was not able to sleep. Maybe it was the coffee i had had or something else but i just couldn't. In the second plane i went out as a light. I fell asleep when we took off and waked just when we got something to eat. Then we took a bus to the hotel, which my teachers had a bit of difficulty finding, but we did it and we checked in. My and my roommate Michelle were the only ones to get a room on the 1st floor so we switched it to one on 3rd after some trouble.
After an hour in our rooms, we met up and went for a walk in the city. We got a map and got a restaurant to be at 19:00 and then we went off en small groups. Then when we tried to find the freaking restaurant, it wasn't where we were told so we called our teacher and he told us where to go. We got some typical Bulgarian food and afterwards we walked to McDonnalds to get an ice cream. Then we went back to the hotel stayed in and held a small party in two of the boy's room. Michelle and i passed out at around 23 local time which is plus one hour - SOO TIRED!
Tuesday
We had to be ready at 9 in the lobby that morning, but our teachers didn't come before 9:30 so we were pretty annoyed when they came, because a lot of us had a small hangover and were tired. We had to wander around to see and listen to some subjects we had had back in school. We heard about a couple of churches and we saw the presidents work place.
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| Aleksandr Nevsky church |
My group had a little to say about the language, but everyone was kinda tired of listening so people wasn't really paying attention. Then we found a place to get coffee/hot chocolate and then there was one group left. We heard their presentation and went up in our rooms to relax a little before going out to eat. After dinner, some of us decided to go out on bars, while others (me included) wanted to stay home. Michelle and I went over to someone else's room to talk and have some fun and we did. The others got home at around 1:30 in the morning and they made so much noise it was hard for me to sleep and that says a lot! I had a fun convo with Kamilla on the hall way and then we went to sleep.
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| The view |
Wednesday
The failed day, as i like to call it. We were going to the mountains outside Sofia so we took a bus, or a couple and ended by the lift, which wasn't going anywhere, because it was closed. So instead of waiting for the bus to come back, we walked down the mountain until there was a huge road. Then we took another bus to another stop and then we walked just around 1 km to the next stop, waited for 20-30 mins and then we took the bus to the trolley where we got tickets for punching the wrong side and then we walked to a coffee shop for a coffee break.
Then we went back with the trolley and the buses to the zoo where we walked around for a couple of hours. The animals didn't have it very well but it was nice not to be in a bus for a while. Did i by any chance mention that i got us home from the mountains, to the zoo and home again? No? I did.. And i got a dinner for it! (; When we got home we grabbed dinner and then we got ready to go to a sports bar and see some Barcelona vs. Milan which ended 0-0 but we got some very good drinks!
Thursday
We went to a little market in the poor end of the city, where we, once again, walked the wrong way.. We saw something called "The women's market" and another market before entering a mosque where we had to loose the shoes and cover up our hair, or the girls had to. Then we went to an old spa where there were springs of hot water. They were each good for some of your organs so i drank a little of each (; after lunch and coffee, we went out shopping! A lot from my class went to the Sofia Mall, but some friends and i stayed in the city and just took a hot bath, slept and relaxed. After the boys invited to dinner which we had to pay for ourselves (the teachers payed mine!) we got back the the hotel, got dressed and went out to find a bar. All the other evenings we ended up at a bar near the hotel called Oscar Club, but tonight we didn't want to so we walked and walked and walked. Then we decided to go to Funky Town again, get a couple of drinks and then we walked on the find another bar. We ended up at Oscar again but tonight, nobody really wanted to come in with me and Pernille and when nobody told us that everyone had left so we stormed out and ran up to my room where we stayed till we went to bed.
Friday
I could already feel when i woke up that something wasn't right. I went up, got dressed and then packed. I had packed a whole lot the night before so there wasn't much left. Then i laid in bed and watched TV until we had to meet, but just before going i felt really sick so when we got down i was really pale and just before we had to go, i had to run to the bathroom to see if i could get better, but no. I had to walk around feeling sick all day. We walked - once again, the wrong way - to a monument Stalin had build for the people and one to honor himself. Both of them were really boring and when you are sick, you just want to feel better!
Just when i thought my sickness was gone and i could eat just a bit, it got worse and we had to go. I had to carry my bag down to the bus stop and when we sat in the but the boys talked about a bearded lady and it was disgusting. In the airport i had a fever and i got some panodil for it. Then i laid down in at the gate and fell asleep. The first flight was okay, though i couldn't sleep. We were told to run to the other gate because it had to go, but all of a sudden, it was 40 mins late and i felt really bad. I laid down on the metal chairs and relaxed until we had to board the plane. In this plane i got really sick. I was freezing and i threw up twice in 15 mins in the bathroom. When we landed it wasn't much better, i just wanted to go home and sleep and the following days, i still felt sick..
So that is my story - hope you enjoyed it!
I wanna curl into bed now. Goodnight! :)
Okay, you guys are probably wondering why i'm still awake..
I am too excited for the school trip i'm going on! We are going to Sofia, Bulgaria for 5 days! We are leaving monday early morning at like 7 o'clock so we have to be at the airport at 5 in the freaking morning! :O
The worst thing is that I have to go to work tomorrow and i am going to be tired because i can't sleep, because i am too excited!
And you guys are probably thinking now: "Oh, she is going to Sunny Beach to party all night!" No, this is a school trip. I won't say that we aren't going to drink, because we are, but we are not going partying. We could get sent home for that.
I have packed almost everything. The only things i need is my compact, my birthcontrol pills, my ipod, which is charging, my cellphone, which is charging and someting i can rinse or clear my nails with - Strange habbit! o_0
I will try to see if i can go to sleep now, so goodnight. I will try to find out if i can blog on my trip so this will turn into a holliday diary of some kind :)
Okay this is gonna be really random and awesome!
Yesterday there was a raveparty at my school and all I have left are the memories, because we forgot to take pictures and that just sucked! We had a really awsome party and all I have left is a neon stick that I am actually playing with right now!
Sometimes I feel like I need to post some videos on my youtube channel! Like a vlog or something to get started but I don't know that the subject should be! I could do beauty videos, I could do random vlogs, I could sing or paint but I really don't know! SOMEBODY HELP ME!!
Right now, I am really poor in my mind. I have like 47 kr. on my account and I owe 1000 kr. to my other account because I chose to lend some. Stupid idea.. I have to pay it all back at some point but obviously not right now..
I feel.. chased by a couple on guys at the time and it's actually a nice feeling. I haven't had that happen to me before. So yearh RANDOM!
I'm gonna go watch me some Big Bang Theory and look forward to monday when I get to know who A is on Pretty little Liars.
I wanna make a promise, right here, right now! I wanna make a blog entry at least once every to weeks. There! I said it! Now it has to be done! :)
So today, I wanna talk a little about crushes..
I'm 17 years old, I've had a share of the cute-boy-crushes.
My problem seems to be that when ever I find a cute boy and tries to charm my way into their hearts, it always ends up with them being happy and me being alone..
I won't lie. I have high expectations when it comes to my future boyfriend, but I think that I'm allowed to. I know every girl has high hopes and expectations, but are we just supposed to settle with one that is okay, when we could get someone better??
While being in High School, as I am right now, I have had two crushes. That is two crushes in the 1.5 years I've been going to this school. The first one, was a boy named Thomas*. It all started when he send me a friend request on Facebook and then we started texting back and forwards. At the High School dances, he kept his distance, I was always the one to approach him and I'm not that kind of girl. Even though I tried talking with him and dancing with him, he just seemed a little too shy. I am also shy so it was hard for me to take all the steps towards him, when he didn't take one towards me. After some time, he completely stopped answering me on Facebook and he didn't answer the texts I send him either. I didn't really know what I had done wrong, so I asked one of our mutual friends to talk to him and ask him if there was anything since he didn't answer me. I started ti ignore him, just like he ignored me because I got mad that he would be such an ass. My friend told me that it wasn't because he didn't like me. He thought that I was a nice girl and he did want something with me, but he wished that I would take the first step. This is where I got really annoyed. I hadn't done anything but taking the first step, he just didn't get it! Then a couple of dances ago, he pushed me. It probably wasn't on purpose, but he didn't turn around to say he was sorry, he just kept going. I stopped all contact with him at that point. Now he is referred to as 'The Skank' whenever we see or talk about him. Oh! And by the way, he is fooling around with another girl now.. Well, fuck you then!
The second was a boy called Kenneth*. We got to talk when we and another group of young people took a trip to Turkey. We became really good friends and I could already there feel that this could be something more. In Turkey, I got his number, but wasn't planing to use it at all when we got home. That was a mistake. After the trip, we started texting and planing all kinds of stuff, but then he left for a boarding school on the other side of the country. It didn't really bother me, because we continued to text back and forwards and it got more and more intimate. We wound send pictures and stuff like that. After a month we met at a festival in the town we live in. We hung out the whole night and when we had to say goodbye, that was the first time I really wanted to kiss him, but I didn't. I regret that now. After that, we texted for about 4 month, before seeing each other again at one of the High School dances. We were together the whole night. I was trying to find my friends, because I knew they were looking for me, and he walked with me to find them. It was all very cute and all my friends asked me if there were a small spark between us. I really wished for it, but I wasn't sure. The night ended up with that his father came and picked us up and drove us home. After that we went back to writing a bit, but suddenly it stopped too! I was reliving it all over again. But this time, I couldn't do anything about it. About a month ago was the time for when we stopped writing or texting. I stopped it, because of a couple of pictures on Facebook where he was kissing another girl. Yep, he has a girlfriend now and I am all alone.. FML.
Maybe I'm just doomed to be alone..? I know that there is a couple at school who has a but of a crush on me, but I don't like them... At all!..
This blog was just for expressing my feelings. I don't know why I can't have a cute and hot boyfriend, but it is apparently not going to be like that for me.. Yet.
* The names have been changed to spare myself of the embarrassment.
So, I woke up this morning thinking: "Today is going to be a good day!"
I could not have been more wrong.
It wasn't because of the subjects, they were kinda okay, I mean I survived.. Didn't I?
It was more the fact that 2 of the boys in my class were getting to know if they could stay in school or if they were going to be expelled..
They found out that they weren't getting to know before the end of school. My classmates stayed, just as I did to hear what would happen. We got through chemistry and German but when we got to biologi, we all got anxious on their behalf and they went down to the office, one at the time when the time had come.
The first one of the boys got back quite quickly and closed the door. He asked if everybody was in the classroom, because he wanted to tell us all something. He stood there, in front of the class and smiled a bit, like he always does and then he said: "I want you to know, that you guys are the greatest class I've ever been in and I really care about all of you, but we wont get to see each other again.. I got expelled."
Everybody got all sad and looked at him. Some even asked if he were joking, but he wasn't..
Then the other boy got back and he just shook his head, saying "It just didn't work". Many of the girls begun to either cry or just shed a tear.. It was just really sad :(
We didn't even get a reason.. I do not like the faculty at my school any more!
Also, there is EM in TV and Denmark just lost their match because of some shitty referees. That is just sad that they didn't dare to judge the match the correct way because of the freaking audience.. SHIT!
This was just a sad and shitty day all in all!!
My only high point of today was when i watched the new episode of Pretty Little Liars!
SHIT SHIT SHIT.. Sorry, I just need to get this out there..
