To go or not to go - That's the question

I feel like i need a vacation from school already.. It's only been about a month and i'm sick and tired of it.
Right now i'm sitting in the middle of my History class and can't think of anything else but assignments and projects.

I have to write a short film analysis and we have just begun our AT6 project. The short film analysis is for this Sunday and the AT project os for the 9th. I feel like i have to juggle around with more things than last year despite the fact that i have less things to do. Last year i had school, work, homework, handball, football and free time. This year i only have school, football, homework and free time. I don't get how i feel more stressed out!

Now i have the opportunity to go away from everything for about 4 days in my summerhouse in Jylland. I feel like i need it, but what if it ends up being really boring? I can't get back home just like that. And on the other hand, i could be home alone from Saturday to Tuesday where i have a whole lot more to do that just watch movies, read books, go to the beach and hang out with my parents and sister. But what if i choose not to go and they have a great time without me? Maybe i could get permission to bring someone so i don't end up being bored, but who?? It needs to be someone i can stand being with for 4-5 days straight and it needs to be someone i won't get into a fight with - there went some people right there.. It also needs to be someone my parents want to come but i just don't know who, if i'm allowed to bring someone. And i can't just force someone to go with me.. Can i?

So.. What to choose? My parents need an answer soon and i have no idea what to do or where to go.. Help me out here!

Songs and the feelings they bring.

Do you guys know that feeling when a song describes how you feel in your life or how you feel about another person?

I love that feeling, but unfortunately it's not that often that i have that feeling.

Right now i have that feeling with this song:

You probably know who you are and this song describes how i feel, pretty much all the time right now.

Where did time go? What's going on?

Last time i blogged it was June. Now it's almost September and quite a lot has changed.
In the summer I got a new job, new friends, new experiences, a new age and a new year in school.

It has been great, but now I need to get a bit serious about my school as it is the last year and my last chance of getting good grades, even though  I have no idea what to do with my life when i'm done.

So in the summer I've been doing a lot of things and i didn't really have time to relax until the last week of vacation. I was for a week in Nysted to help my Godmother with her restaurant and hotel and when i got home, i was home for like 2 days before i went to Mallorca with my mother and sisters and when we got home, i packed to go to Langeland and their festival with a bunch of new and 'old' friends. I got home on my birthday and this was the time to relax for me, but no after a couple of days home and after me throwing a birthday party for my family, i went back to Nysted to help out for two days because of a busy event where the hotel was totally booked and the restaurant was full while my parents was in our summerhouse.
When i started back in school it didn't really feel like i had had any vacation because of all the things that was happening but i had enjoyed every moment of it.
I held a birthday party for my friends in my yard and it seemed like people had fun. I did anyways and that is the important thing, right?

Now we are for real back to school and i'm kinda enjoying it even though i have late days like all the time, but it's okay.

Last weekend i was at the movies and i watched a pretty popular movie. I don't know if you know it, but it's called "Magic Mike" and it's with the very hot Channing Tatum who is a stripper - SO HOT! and apparently i didn't get enough of him, because i'm going to watch it again this Sunday but with some other girls.

All in all i'm looking forward to the weekend and it's less than three hours away!

Btw, if you wanna drool a bit over Channing Tatum and Alex Pettyfer, here's the trailer!

You're welcome (;

What have I been up to?

It's that day again. Sunday. The las day of the week, so I thought: "Hey! let's blog!" So I am gonna tell you what I've done this week while eating rhubarb cake with ice cream and watching Denmark beating Germany's ass in football :D

This monday was an exam day. Written math.. That is probably going to end in 00-02 if I am lucky..

Then after the exam, I had friends over for a dip in the pool, food and some movies :D

I had a fun and cozy time and I hope all of them did too :D The only one that stayed and slept was Mette and we chose to watch another movie when the others were gone. We saw 21 Jump Street - Great movie! 

Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday was more or less relaxing days where nothing really was done. Lazy me :P

Friday was a work day. I had planned to do a lot of things before, but all I did was shower, really.. When I got picked up from work I was told that y dad and my sister had had a fight about something totally stupid and it was while we had company. Dad was droven off to the airport to pick up my grandparents and some of their friends. My sister had walked out of the house and we weren't shure where she had gone to. My littlesister was alone with our guests because my mom needed to pick me up. The incident was not mentioned again and the night became quite good. 

Saturday - another work day, but my 4th last of them! After a long day, my sister picked me up and we talked about if the guests for this night had arrived. They had and we were to eat in the kitchen. We talked while eating and I found out that my sister and father had made up and they were going to look at apartments at Sunday. Durring that evening the signal for both TV and WIFI went and later on the water also went out. I had electricity all night tho! 

Sunday was my parents and sister in Copenhagen to look at apartments for my sister and I decided to make a spa day. I layed facial masks, showered, hair mask, body scrub, shaved my legs, filed my feet, and applied moisturizer all over. Seriously, I spent an hour and 15 mins in the bathroom and I loved it! :D Now I'm just chillin' in my bed watching the international match and hoping that we proceed to the next round :D

NOT, Confused feelings and a bit of random

First NOT (Nail Of Today) ever done! Kinda exited :P

So this is how they look and it is not a hard thing to do at all! :D
But you have to invest in a shatter polish. They can be bought in drugstores at different prizes, but the cheaper they are, the quicker they'll dry out after using it.

So, these are the things I've used.
First is Sally Hansen Diamond Strength base coat, one coat, second is Rimmel's 60 seconds in 730 Silver Bullet, 3 coats, third is OPI's Black Shatter nail lacquer, 1 coat,  and the last one is Sally Hansen Maximum Growth base + top coat, 1 coat :)








Now to the confusing feelings..
So i have had a fight with, what now would be my former best friend. That was how bad it was..
We have had fights before, where it was just ridiculous and we were okay after a few days, but this time is different. We are not going back to being friends again. It probably started a couple of months ago, maybe in march or something like that, before our formal on the school. We got into a fight. I felt like I was doing a lot to keep out friendship, like going to her classroom, talking with her, starting the conversations, hanging out with her as much as I could and stuff like that, while all she had done was to ask me if I wanted to use a gift box she has given me in some of the holidays that was coming up, I didn't really want to at that time, the places are all difficult to go to with public transport and at that time I was feeling really stressed because of exams and stuff like that.
A couple of days later, we became friends again and everything seemed good. I felt like there wasn't anything to talk about because I though my message was clear and had made it through to her, so I just smiled at her when ever I saw her in the hallways of the school but apparently her friends in her class felt like there was, so they told her to dump me and she told me. I was really sad about it because I saw these people as some of my friends as well, but no, they weren't.
Then some time after, we got into a fight again, probably about the same kinda thing and then I wrote to her that we probably were slipping away from each other because of lack of time and things like that. Then at the school formal, we apologized and  said that we really didn't want to slip apart and so on. Then there went some time with no talking or anything..
Then this Friday, I texted her if I could ask her a question without she became mad and I asked her if she was mad at me. She said no, but she was just treating me like I was treating her. I didn't think I still had to make the connection between us, so I kinda just waited for her to come and talk to me, but no, she thought that I was freezing her out and now she was doing the same thing. I was like "Are you kidding me?? This is my fault? I am the one who always have to do this. I have to start everything with you!" She answered that she had written to me a ton of times, but the only time she has written to me was when we talked about the gift box.. I totally thought she had gotten my message but no, she hadn't. So we became more and more angry at each other and in the end I wrote "You know what? I can't do this. Not if all we do is fight. I'm done" and she was like "Friendship over" and all I could write was really "Like I care" but I did care.
She was my best friend and I had to let her go just like that? Guess so.. Now I am just a bit confused..
I have to just point out that most of our communication was over text messages and that we probably should meet face-to-face and work this out, but I really don't want to. I don't feel like she is worth the anger, the sadness and so on! And if we have to meet up, it should be because she wants to, not because I want to. I do not want to be the one who have to do all the work in this friendship! It was like we were riding a tandem bike and I was in the front doing all the work while she was sitting with her legs up, doing nothing. It makes me angry. Everyone knows that a friendship is like a relationship, you both have to be in it to make it work!
I'm just gonna stop talking about this because I could probably go on and on about it. But it's nice to know who is our friends and who isn't...

Now, random info about my blog.
I haven't really gotten that many page views yet, but I have found out that one time in South Korea, one time in Latvia and 15 times in Russia, my blog has been seen. It's kinda wierd seeing this. That it's getting all over the world. I mean, people in the States have read my blog.. Wierd o_O